This cant be April fool

Freaking restless now, and i have lots of assignment to finish. Today, in class is totally restless, wanted to close my eye and travel to dreamland, enjoy his hug and never come back. See, I'm dreaming again.

Omg, night practice again. Night practice is harder than NAPFA 2.4km run. This is what i can say.

One week later, would i be crying or laughing? I don't really mind what medal we get, is just that.. I wish my hard work (doubt) would really paid off.

"Play louder", "clip up your hair", "Zhixin, your feelers*", "Your A is still very flat", "straight air" - I'm tired!

我不要变成他们要我们
变成的那种人 - I don't want to be what they want me to be