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2011-02-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

I’m back from my hectic life, OFF DAY! Actually it’s not, it’s just that there is no more slot for me at the hotel.

I realize time pass really fast, it has been three months since I have finished the olevel. I read back my post and I realise the blog post about how my life should be after olevel. And I really want to do a consolidation of what I have or have not done.

Ok let’s start from my hair, my hair is no longer falling and it’s growing healthily. And soon I will do more things to my hair. I want to rebond and colour my hair. I know nowadays people are craze about perming their hair, no one wants to reborn anymore. But I have my own theory why I want to reborn instead.
Ok, next.. I have given all my textbooks and papers away to garang guni for two dollars, soon after the result day. Because I have to confirm that I need not retain.
I’m going to genting instead of Cameron highland, I feel contented enough already. Because I’m going with qizhi!
I didn’t really exercise much, or in the other word.. I didn’t fulfill this.
That’s sad, I didn’t go marina barrage still. But at least I went vivo roof top.. to eat. Is that counted?
Saddening, I didn’t meet up with my cruise friends because of work..
I have been shopping every day, since my work place is at orchard. I often spent whatever I earn on the same day. But I do not regret, I know I have spent it at the right place, and collecting different shops membership card has become my hobby. That’s bad, it mean I have to spend more money.
Yes, I’m working! But I mind the amount of money I earned. I have grown up, I know the amount of money really does matter a lot, even for fifty cents.
For now, the sentence change. It’s not longer “after olevel. “ It changed to “when poly starts...“
Well, as for the macbook, I have saved up enough for macbook air! So, when poly starts, I will buy it!

2010-12-24T09:35:00.001+08:00

Life is more hectic now. I need more chicken essence and prune essence than olevel period. Holding on to two jobs really will kill someone faster than having hand foot mouth lor. I am even more busy than my mama. Everyday wake up earlier than her and go home when she is sleeping. I felt so sorry for mama and ah bee. I once say before "I with accompany both of you when I finish olevel." I didn't..

I realise how much the school had taught us, to prepare us for our future work.

Isnt it contradicting? Everyone wants to finish o level, so they don't need to be tight down by the school rule. However, the work we choose still has the rule that are similar to the school. But, we are willingly to apply to it, weird yea?

I have no time, I have to work - this is excuses to people who ask me out. I really wish to meet up with certain people. But yea, I have no time, I have to work..

I really like my job. So, my ambition is to take up hospitality course and return to Hilton hotel! Having costumers to say thank you to you every night and having handsome guy to take photo with you and asking for your number (let me be proud for once yea) are really the benefits. Of course not to forget the shark's fin soup, scallop, mango pudding every night!

I learned so many things. So many that cannot be listed. But most importantly I learned how to earned money. Isn't that what's everyone asking for? $.$

2010-11-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hi, my life is coming to the start. One more week to the reborn! Ok, that's lame.

I realise many people started to think of what they want to do after O level. I am so touch, my words can actually travel so far. Ok, that's lame again. I really hope everyone life will be as wonderful as mine. Wahahaha.

I have started swimming last Saturday. Anyone staying in condo can let me in to your house and swim. The fee to get in to the public pool is so expensive. $1.30! I can buy a cup of bubble tea with that. $1.30, can give you fats also can give you muscle. Ok that's lame.

Oh ya, i went for a job interview for Hello Kitty store. That's my passion, don't say I'm lame! Good bye.

2010-09-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

Alright, i should no study today and vomit my thoughts here. Prelim 2 had just over, well well, its totally out of what i expect. I shall spent all my time in Chemistry and Amaths, I see hope in you guys.

Many things happen this month, and the most important one coming is my Birthday! I'm really excited. I'm going to spend with the two most important person in my life on the first of oct. Perhaps somebody who are reading my blog will laugh at me, "What a boring birthday.." Haha, its alright. I am not trying to be sour grape or forcing myself to be optimistic. But i am really happy enough. Thankyou.

Last Saturday, i went to kbox and east coast. I am not trying to bragged here, if i really want to brag, i dont think blogspot will be enough for me. Perhaps you might think that in this post, I am always trying to accommodate people. The reason why i do is because people around me always think that i am too self-centred.They think that i should always think of how others feel. Yes, I'm trying now, but sorry.. only in this post. I still want to live like who i want. You like me you come, don't like me please go. During the long cycling ride, I was enduring with my muscle cramp and looking out for those mischievous kids popping out from nowhere but throughout i was also thinking. Thinking what have i done wrong these days. What have i not been doing for people around me. The answer i get is sadly, I still can't think of any. Haha, i am self-centered right? After so many incident, ok i will be specific, after many friendship problem. I still didn't change. I just want to say i really want to live like who i want. When i was borned(er, i dont know what is the past tense of born), i was not given many things. So i want my future to be in my own hand. For example, many people told me i should study hard and aim for ngee an, but to my own thinking, i want to sleep late till late morning, i just want to get in to nanyang.

I know what people are talking behind my back, I'm sorry but your group wasn't as popular like how your group think of me. Erm, you know what i mean? Glad if you. I tried my best to explain my part, however i truly think that i had explained to the wrong person. Well, what past has passed. Things are getting worst, those people who i explained to had explain the wrong thing to the others, or perhaps adding the wrong things to explain. I don't blame you. I understand that character of yours which cannot be help, maybe its your past life or something like in-born ability? But trust me, that ability of yours will not bring you far. Life is fair, you have "that" ability means you will not have another, erm something like being pretty? Being sociable with guys? Note: I didn't state what type of ability i have at all, before. Please don't put words in my mouth anymore.

Friends to me ain't important. But not useless. I always agree with my mama words. Friend always used one another. Of course there are bad and good. If you "used" your friend right. You can be real happy, erm? Like getting to know the hottest gossip? Or give advice on how to get closer to each other crush. If you are using your friend wrongly, "Your friend will criticize your crush, telling you its impossible between you guys?" Or "laugh at each other stupidity". Its obvious that I'm stating the opposite right? We always use each other to be able to live, its call inter-dependent. But please use it carefully and correctly. Hope you know :)

Haha, if anyone of you are reading this post, i don't guarantee that you will understand what I'm saying. Perhaps, you might pick up one or two sentence in the whole post to make it real big, ok i will thank you because you will make my blog to have more readers. Or thinking that how am i suppose to take my English o evel. Since sec 1, i have this problem with my English is the expression. In the outside form, it means that my English is not up to the standard to express my thoughts and feeling. In the inside, it means i have the character of not be able to explain myself properly or up to the standard that people will want to recognize. I can be frank, i want to say sorry to my mama, the number of time i say "mama, i love you" Or "mama, you are the best mama in the world" are less than ten fingers. The number of time i say "I love you, my rabbit" to my rabbit were less than five fingers. So please understand if you are around me. Firstly, my English is not good and secondly, i don't express myself like how people think i will.

After ten years of education, i can be truthful that the number of friends i have in primary school which i still contact is only two. Secondary school? Perhaps one or two again. Friends? HAHAHAHA

I am really contented of how i'm living now, i dont need more accompanion, maybe one or two more will be fine. I can get as much information as i want now, i dont need anyone with "that" ability to be with me at all. Happiness is just all i want.

There's to many insight in my post, i just want to say whatever i want to say. I didn't want to create any topic for those ladies to talk about after their main course. If you know what i mean, thank you. If not, just forget about it. Bye

2010-09-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY;

20 more days to my birthday. I dont expect much because its near the olevel :( I just want to spend with my beloved mama. MAMA I LOVE YOU, ok thats lame..

Everyone is saying, after olevel i will do this this this and that that that. So i shall also do up my list of things I want to do after olevel. This is a reminder, not bragging..

1. I want to do something to my hair! The rate of my hair falling is tremendous. I will turn botak before the guys go army if this continue.

2. I want to sell my text book to garang guni. I know this is stupid but true. Paper is talking up a lot of spacessssss and i strongly feel that i should play a part in saving the earth :D

3. I really want to go to cameron highland. I want to hide myself out of the real world and eat strawberry for the whole day.

4. I want to EXERCISE. Yes the word exercise is actually coming out of me, someone who scored the lowest score for NAPFA in my class. Well, the reason is I have grown fat..

5. I want to go Marina Barrage. Sorry i am not there to fly kite or panic. I just want to see the scenery and go to the air-con exhibition room.

6. I want to meet up with cruise friends.

7. I want a shopping trip to BUGIS, FAR EAST, CITY PLAZA. I'm inspired by this video. Erm i recommend all shopper to watch. I don't know its name ps, from clicknetwork..

8. I want to WORK! I dont mind any difficult job, i just want to work $.$

9. And the list go on.. Everyday this sentence sure will come out from my mouth, "After olevel i will.." Well, its just another 50 plus days. Endure!

10. The last one, I want to save up for a MACBOOK! Its freaking style i swear!

P/s: Im lying on my bed and blog using a macbook. Sorry i have to brag, IT IS A RARE CASE ONLY so please allow me. BYE :)

2010-08-13T22:50:00.001+08:00

Hey, I'm back. I still feel that the small column in facebook cannot accommodate what I really want to say, blog is still the best! And I'm sorry to those who like my status and got spam in the end.

You mouth is big enough to eat the banana side way.

ORH! Haha

2010-06-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

Three months not posting here already, it meant to be a post I don't want to show anyone but I didn't want to put private. Contradicting right? This is what happenning in my mind now. I can't get up from my bed, each time I stand still my tears will drop and wet the ground, it's not good, it make the floor slippery for my rabbit, later she will fall down. This is how miserable I'm now, for what? I don't know..

I have lots more to say, but no matter what, this is a BLOG. I won't go round writting some post and scold someone. I also won't write in some private blog, because I know I'm wasting my time, writing something no one will read and sympathy me. I'm a civillians. And before I confront anyone, I'll listen to both side of their story, friends.. sometime cannot be trusted. Pardon me for the last words, YOU BITCH!

"If all this continue, we will flunk our mid year" -without you, I will flunk my mid year too. IMY

2010-03-12T21:32:00.001+08:00

After so many year, I have decided to go to science centre one last time before the entrance ticket raise from $13 to $23 for people above 16. So the next time i would go there is when I'm 55 where the entrance fee is freeeeeeeeeee! WOO

After looking at the body world, I just notice that our body can be disgusting like our face. Being a human is not pretty at all. We are make up of spongy, bloody, linearly, curvy thingy in our body. OH YUCK, just like your face with that rolling-y eyes of yours. No! i shouldn't link you and the bodies in the body world. At least those bodies in body world is educational but your body is just pollutant to the nation.

Alright back to topic, I want to thank Entertainer Tay to basically entertain me for the long queue and long taxi ride. And LALALALA LALALALA.

(Edit) At last, to a Girl friend, I won't leave you for other guy before you find a new one. Promise :)

2010-03-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

It's time to update!. I'm just being lame, bare with it okay :)

At first we are shy :|

Afterthat we become close, but not very close

Then we become very close

One day, I put her hair :@

Then we fought

She cut my face :(

I am very angry :@

She pleased me to forgive her.

Then we become friends again.

WTH, i am sooooooooooooooooo lame siol!

I AM SO FUNNY

2010-02-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

Before reading this post, you might need to increase your air-con temperature and get a jacket.
I find myself very funny this week, as in real humour. And sweetness too.

A: Band march with fan? OMG
Z: No, they march with air-con.

B: What will you do is I(frog) die.
Z: I will cook frog porridge and eat.

C:What will you do if this relationship end?
Z: I will burn money for you, becuase our relationship will end only on the day you die.

D: Are you nervous?
Z: No, i'm just shivering.

E: Die, tml chem spa. You study already?
Z: What to study for chem spa? Just dont off the fan and i will be able to think properly.

F: Are you shivering just now?
Z: Yes, because the poleduem* is too high up and its snowing there.

Funny right? TYVM
*However you spell it.

Proud

2010-02-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hey, so what if I never kiss an opposite sex’s mouth before, I’m proud of it. Nowadays it’s hard to find such girl like me ok!
Busy is the only word that can describe me for this week. I went to the Chinatown museum for the third time. I'm proud of being a NE ambassador. LOL.
I will be proud of myself if I could take up part time job in the museum, really damm cool.
And lastly I hate people who are fart king proud of themselves, thinking that what they are doing will definitely make the school proud and the others are just asshole.
Your PROUD-NESS is \m/ to me

My crab

2010-02-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

没有鱼，虾也好. No fish, prawn also good. LOL. My fish had flied away to Pacific Ocean to meet hot chick. So now I am fishing prawn. But I realise I cannot see the true heart because I don't know how to peel the shell of the prawn. So next, I want a crab. Crabbie, faster come out. The moral of the story: I'm a mermaid. \m/ no link.

Ok, I’m contradicting myself.

Fish don't fly
Singapore is already located at Pacific Ocean.
There is no chicken in sea, so there will not have any chick.
We catch prawn, not fish prawn.
Prawn doesn’t have heart.
I know how to peel prawn shell actually

Ok, this story is copyrighted. Although i know no one will actually copy. TYVM

Not emo post

2010-02-04T22:42:00.001+08:00

我爱的人已经不是我的爱人~ Aw, so sad right..

I suppose not to have time to post here; I still have 50 phrase to complete. My eyes are closing anytime soon. Every day in school, each time i blink my eyes, it might result me in falling asleep instantly. I can't wait to finish o, leave the school, and leave xxxx. I'm just too lifeless everyday. Lastly, SHUJUNE'S BOYFRIEND IS DAMM HANDSOME LA!

Give me this type of extreme shuaige and I will go to church and pray to Jesus. Ms Cho taught me how to use circular ending. So my introduction must link with my ending..

I'm here supposing to curse and swear or post some emo post. Well, I have grown up. This thing is piny winky to me. But still.. Let us see how long you can last with her! HAHAHA. I tell you. Don’t ever touch me again even though I fall into the drain. Trick my fill~ing, you big bastard! HOHOHO.

Someone

2010-01-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

I'm here again while waiting for my correction liquid to dry. Let me show you something..

Must click to read. Damm sweet la.

I'm waiting for the cat fight to happen, i'm sure it will. Just someday.. Wakaka. Bye chick.
P/S: Thats no cat fight, YUCK

2010-01-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

What will you do if its you?
I will give one eye to him, at least we can see each other again. We don't need to see anything else, we only need to see each other face everyday. I will be his left eye, he will be my right eye. When we are together, its a pair of beautiful eyes. Together we will live happily ever after..
Touch yea? I also can't believe this will actually come out from my mind. LOL.

A: "Where is your cup of tea"
B: "In the process of brewing."

2010-01-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=254369614425&ref=nf

Fcuk you bitch, knnb ccb.

I swear, this is my most vulgar post ever. BITCH BITCH BITCH! :@

2010-01-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

[当我们不在一起.] Awesome.

My enemy's enemies are my friends. OMG, suddenly i have so many best friends. *Read the gammar carefully, you ass.

2010-01-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

This explain my.. let me see, five weeks. TYVM. Bye

You took to long to reply, so i fall asleep.
Fine dont text me back! see if i care!...i care :(
Im scared to speak to you first because i just feel like im annoying you :|
I look at you, you look at me, I get embarrassed, then look away.
I wish i could know how you really feel about me
When I go out looking like crap, I see just about everyone I know!
I love it when someone's laugh is funnier than the joke
Stop Smoking (̅_̅_̅_̅(̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅̅_̅()ڪے it will kill you
I bring out my phone when waiting awkwardly in a public place
She's my best friend. You break her heart, I'll break your face.P
People who make you happy the second they start talking to you :)
Just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean i'm angry/unwell/unapproachable
I love when someone starts an argument, then i completly DESTROY them!
I'd hug you all day if I could ♥.
I love people who make me smile, even on my worst days :).
I'M NOT STARING AT YOU! I was just daydreaming in your direction...
I wish i can erase someone/something permenantly from my memory.
when i say i miss school, i mean my friends and the fun. not the school :P
When I get a text from you, I immediately stop whatever im doing to read it.

2010-01-06T00:40:00.003+08:00

2009 chalet. Go facebook, and you'll see my great face. Thank you (: Both my 08 and 09 chalet were the same. Either we piss off people, or people piss off us. Is this the correct way to use piss off, idk? OK, i miss mdm chan.

Poly or JC? I wish i can stop studying after O, get married and stays at home to be housewife. See my children grow up. I dont need any sweet relationship- iloveyou youloveme noyouidie stuff or to be some most influential people in the world. I just want to be realistic, it seems so difficult.

Everything seems so screw up on me. Iwanttobe,.. someone likeyou.

2009-12-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

I didnt watch this movie ): I want to meet my frog, i miss him. A few messages per day isnt enough ok!

I wish i have a web-cam, so i can see people from different part of the world.

Oh well, i am as busy as a bee recently. Ahh, i want someone to send me home every night when i go home. I keep seeing psychos every time i come home late.I really don't understand why people like to scratch their private part when in lift. Can't you just tolerate for the next few more step. When you go home you can use the bu qiu ren to scratch right? Damm gross. Tsk, go away retarded.

Oh well well, i am f tired. I really wish it could really be fun ):

2009-12-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

Lets play some spotting game!
Spot me, and i will give you a kisssss~ Hoho

I am damm busy la.

2009-12-13T17:06:00.001+08:00

Hello, I am back. The cruise was soso, but the people were great. I love them! Here are the photo, i had edited my face, becuase i want you'll to focus on those great people and not me. Of course, i'm great too. Non-edited photo will be on facebook, if you are friends good for you. HOHO

The trip to penang was great, i know three beautiful dancer. I have their hotmail, you want know can ask from me. HOHO. I bought 80 dollars of chocolate, i am so gonna be high! :))))))

2009-12-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

Once again, i'm gonna repeat my sentence. Remember to miss me at every twelve midnight. I'm gonna be event-less after the trip. People, remember to date me ohs :)

Phoow, and disappear. Although we are not on the same land, is good to be away like you.

2009-12-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

Can a princess and a frog really work? I believe most people go for look, isn't it?

Anyway, frog are you having fun? I miss my pet frog!

I found this facebook thing, really nice (: I am not gonna share the link with you, because i want you to read what i specially pick :D

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven't.

10. We actually freak out during holidays like Valentines Day to see other girls having lots of presents and roses.

11. We don't care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.
12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that A Maths test.

18. We don't want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best girl friend is.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute loads.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it, none of it matters.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. Things like calling us to be careful of the drain beside really matter.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, but we do not tell you how much we are missing you.

You might think i am some bimbo, posting this type of thing recently. Read again and spot which of it was written by me.

2009-11-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

Woohoo, i love councillor camp more more. Rock mans!;

I came across this article.

How do you know you like someone.

- You wish to see a message from him or her everyday.

-You will not reply his or her message with short form only. E.g k, tq, bb.
-You will read the message you typed, making sure there is not mistake before you send to him or her.
-When you are free, you will scroll through the message he or she send you.
-You will not bare to leave your phone aside, when he or she have not reply your message.
-When you have multiple messages at a time, you will choose to open his or her first.
-If you have missed call from him or her, you will call back immediately. Without even think he or she might accidentally press it.
-You will smile when looking at his or her message, although the content might not be funny.
-You might not be the first person to start the conversation, but you will be the last to end the conversation.
-You will like to know he or she is messaging also.
-You will online when you know he or she is online.
-You will check his profile regularly even you know he or she seldom online.

Lucky, i have none of it. I am pure!

2009-11-22T12:47:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK!

Many people ask me about OBS, so i shall post in a FAQ format.

What you do in OBS?
Basically we do kayaking. From Pulau Ubin to Pungol. From Pungol to Sambawang. Fom Sambawang to Pulau Ubin.

What you learn in OBS?
I learn how to go beyond my personal limit (sound so profound yea?) - I learn how to not bath for three day. My limit of not bathing is one day.

What you miss about OBS?
I miss everyone in OBS, from Tall to Short, Fat to Thin, Cute to Ugly.

Any cute guys in OBS?
Of course there is, everyone is cute and adorable there. Even the black dog.

Where you sleep? What you eat? What you wear? Who you kayak with? How is the instructor?
All this question shall be answered by yourself when you attend OBS. If you cant, then too bad.

I am damm proud right? Yes, exactly! HOHOHO

2009-11-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE, REMEMBER TO MISS ME AT EVERY 12MIDNIGHT!. I will miss you too (:

2009-11-12T22:10:00.001+08:00

While waiting for my whole page of correction fluid to dry, i shall post.

Holiday is so busy. Went to "survival camp" last week, myth saying that isnt food or drink. Well, myth is still myth.
Going to another survival camp next week. I seriously wish i can survive through the OBS and finally make it to councillor camp. Sound so negative yeaa?
Going for flag day, also another survival day for me. Holding a can, walking around with 20 other people, asking people to donate. I suddenly felt so bad of turning down those people who doing flag day also. I had NEVER donated to any flag day in my life. I suck, i know.
Band camp after that. I am thinking how am i going to survive the 10 hours with my beloved boyfriend, doing oral activity. Well, only one day.. i think i am not that weak.
Another survival "camp" on sea. Again, how am i suppose to survive with two other people i dont really know on a boarderless sea, sound chim uhs. This remind me of the Junk in Vietnam. I hate sea.
After i come home. If i really do survive, i will start on another survival game which is Olevel. This will last for the next idk how many month.

Wow, i type alot mans. But my correction fluid is not dry yet. This can infer that i really having trouble doing my Amaths. LOL

Miss me, at every twelve midnight. This is not childish, this is so sweet. I lost count already, the 13th days. I am trying my best to survive.

2009-10-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

Ahhh, bodyache.

I am so sad. Tml has band, cant send Mr.D to the airport. Waa, nine days is so short, a least i spend my weekend with you, i am a lousy tour guide mans. I promise i will learn ice skating hard, and bring you there the next time. And sorry, i am not using the phone already :D

I want to go oversea, but my rabbit is a burden. She is so stupid, she don't know how to distribute her food. Mummy said unless she pass away, because no one in my family like her enough to come my house just to feed her. So troublesome. Anyone kind enough to take care of her? I willing to give one plate of 99cents sushi for every single day. She is definetly cute, cubby and nice. Just that she like to bite people ankle, fat, smelly, dirty, stupid, idiot, dumb and love to block poeple ways etc. Tell me if you are brave to help. HAHA

2009-10-19T18:41:00.002+08:00

Omg, tml school reopen. Suck! I am really afraid. Mummy is weird. She did not ask to me to work hard beofre EOY, but she told me to work hard for Sec 4 just after the last paper. LOL. I asked her why, she said," because i know you will do really bad this time, so no use encouraging you." Ahh, really hurt mans. But i guess she is right. If only i can restart Sec 3..

I really hate people who call me and ask who are you, or just hello hello hello and dont talk. Parrot uhs? Dont waste phone bill, save it to buy melon seeds :@

Add ons: Mummy goona reward me if i got promoted to sec4. PROMOTED~ lol

2009-10-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

This post has too many in depth meaning. For kiddo, read at your own risk. And waste your brain cell as you wish.

I don’t know what happen to blogger, totally corrupted.

Yea finally, exams finish already. I will spend my five days wisely because I know five days later I will cry. So do you know what I mean? DATE ME, PEOPLE. Haha.

These few days are totally torture, everyday study till late hour. However I really love the afternoon, I can sleep eat talk walk all I want. Well, this days gonna end. Will get busy soon. I love to be busy for something, but not the others. Selective busy. LOL

Camps are approaching, I am looking forward. Hmms, to get the OBS shirt is my first priority. Of course, there are other reasons. And I miss my boyfriend, I will patch with you soon. (:

There is a saying in Chinese, zhi xin peng you. I can’t type Chinese, so try to figure out in hanyupinyin. I jus wander why don’t have zhi xin nan peng you. Hoho, if you get what I mean. I jus feeling random. Don’t need run wild your mind/imagination/whatever and waste your brain cell. - I felt really tough to do one man show in a two people drama. Don’t you understand?

After watching the Haeundae, I really feel like going to the beach, I really want to know how to differentiate constructive and destructive wave. And one of the main male lead is so handsome and heroic.

I realize people also can be constructive and destructive people. Hey you! I define you as destructive man! I remember last time I went to beach is class chalet, last year. Seawater, tides and wave are so cute. At first, you are sitting on the sand, where you can’t even touch the seawater. After a while, the water will rise to your butt. When you want to move, you are already wet, so decided to stay. Then, when you feel comfortable letting your butt soak in seawater, the seawater will move back and goes back to it original. But your butt is still sticky and wet. This is my true experience, no fake, no copy. The moral of the story. - Things are unpredictable. Very LOL leyys.

2009-10-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

Leave the hardest to the lastest, one more and i am done. Will update soon :)

2009-10-08T11:24:00.002+08:00

I found this familiar ~ wolala

2009-09-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

I want 15 hugs tomorrow!

2009-09-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

To god: Can i change all my gift to one, that one.. -Zhixin
To human: Can i be visible in your eyes? I want you to know i am around. -Love
To homosapien: I wish you can wish me a birthday wish. -Animal

2009-09-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'd just done my situational witting, I'm so proud of myself. Hohoho, maybe i am too proud already. But seriously i cant stand some people.

I just reliese i owe people alot of money. Well to this people, i'll pay you'll asap uhs.

I'm having a new Chinese class tomorrow. I don't like it!

My study mode is coming up. I went to many study places these few days, thus, i owe people a lot of money. Let me sum up the place i went in point form for easy understanding.

Ang mo kio library is so crowded.
Woodland library is huge.
Bishan library is so hot!
All the library above cannot sit on the floor. Although i love my backbone by not sitting at the floor, but it is worst to bend your body and write on your lap.
I strongly encourage library to buy more tables and chairs.
Nebo is so cold.
At people house i cant study.
I should not bring any electronic device to study.
I need food when studying.
I am struck at A/E maths, haven start on other subject yet.
tbc

Okays, the above is my study xin de. Bye :)

2009-09-19T12:10:00.002+08:00

My last kinder burneo, ahhh. No, without kinder burneo, i have no motivation to work. So ya, talk about work. I still dont have the study mode. So well, i am going to have it soon, so be patience.

Things just dont go right this few days. Well Well Well.

This is a short post, if not some people will say my blog is dead. And lastly, Jason and Zw singing is horible. - the chemistry at night. *wink wink. HOHOHO

2009-09-06T23:22:00.005+08:00

I just finish my emaths paper, and i am very satisfied. I read my old post and i find myself so damm irritating childish. I change alot. I shall quote from my thousands years ago post and state exactly where i have change. I know this is boliao but i felt that i should face up my old past. Well, lets start..

Monday, August 13, 2007

maybe i dont say this duing days
but i m thinking of it every moment
every second
i scare to be left out A big LOL
i scare someone will snatch away me bestie Take away all you want..
i scare u guys will talk bad behind me I am used to it. I know that thats always bitch who love to bark.
i scare to walk home alone; What to scared? Oh yea, i scared to see that ugly dog.
i scare to stay at mac alone; Why stay in mac? Might as well go home and sleep..
i scare to drink bubble tea alone; A big LOL again.
i scare to online alone I am confident enough to say that i have lots of people in my contact list.
i scare to go recess alone Just stay in the toilet and never come out, people will thought that you are probably shitting or changing pad, no one will bother about you.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

ahahas my friend is in love Most of my friendS are in love.
so happy for her sia LOL
her wish is granted Oh really
tat guy talk to her, play with her That guy never talk to her anymore, WAKAKA
and now even...This cannot be continued.. I will offence her

Sunday, September 2, 2007
sims can control their life I finally knows how to control my own life
how i wish i can be a sims I dont wish to be them, because i love myself now.
-hug/talk a opposite sex but wont have rumour i hug/talk to everyone
-can control but people I do control people everyday
-can have cheat code and dont need work to earn money I have pin code to withdraw money
-seldom have quarrel I dont quarrel with anyone after that day, because i live a happy life now.
-dare to say out who they love I love everyone, and i do say out
-dare to slap tat people they hate I will definitely slap that person, if that person better too much
-never talk also wont feel bore I learn how to zi-high, so i seldom feel bored
-money use very litle What i spend on now, i will never regret.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

I will FORGIVE AND FORGET!!! For now, i will never forgive but i will forget.

Wednesday, September 14, 2007

Then go photocopy the score
very happy hehe
finally got my got file hehe!!!
now i declare
I GOT MY OWN FILE LE DONT NEED TO SHARE LE!!! I love to share score. And i dont know where my file goes already..
diaos~~~ Really damm diao..

From the above you can see how i change. I had faced it, so you do?

2009-08-30T22:54:00.001+08:00

I am hungry, i want my dinner!
I should start mugging? Library shall be my second home from now.
Girls proposing to guys looks cool, and i really doubt fake marriage can really become true?
Japanese old people are damm cute.
And independent schools are damm big..
Someday seems torture for me, but once i kiss my boyfriend C, I really focus.
And so sorry for making my beloved juniors do punishment. SORRY
I change back my old phone,
Lastly, Ni yi ding yao xing fu ohs!

Okeas, this random sentences explain my week

2009-08-26T20:17:00.001+08:00

I am going to blog often, to stop some boliao people from reading my past. Still, i got nothing to post. This week isnt good for me, brain lag.. I shall continue my lag-ness to Sunday. I need a deep sleep!

Haish, can my saturday to be occupied fully? I dont want anytime to think.

2009-08-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

Heartache, I want my week to be fun and loving, esp Saturday. Anyone willing to?

2009-08-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

Misses <3

2009-08-16T19:50:00.001+08:00

Waaa, body ache again due to swimming in frozen water. Friday, Pe make it worst. Standing at the durian rooftop and sitting in race car were really loving. Not forgetting the long table and the movie also. This week is again a fulfilling one <3

Standing at the rooftop i think: I am far better without you. I might feel lonely upstairs, but i know that's always people waiting for me downstairs.

Am I far way better without you ? Idk

2009-08-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

Last year these days i misses. Every time recess, back view, i hate.

I am currently suffering from physical body ache, my mentally is so great.
Ice skating rock. Remind me of Siewhoon, Yingxuan and Peizhen. They are the best seniors i ever had. I am so going to learn skating, real fun :)

Last week leadership training was so fun.. I am so glad, i am in this batch. Let's bond people!

Hoho, this post has many inside meaning. I AM EVIL. Wakaka

2009-07-30T21:46:00.001+08:00

WONDERFUL
let me explain what is wonderful.
yesterday,
The investiture was wonderful
The blazer was wonderful
The procedure was wonderful
The rose was wonderful
The banner was wonderful
The MCs and usher was wonderful
The FOOD was wonderful
The cerificae was wonderful
The seniors was wonderful
The juniorS was wonderful
The happiness i had yesterday was wonderful
Everything is so wonderful.

you you you shall be invisible in my life!

2009-07-18T20:40:00.003+08:00

Did a quiz on facebook, quite true uhs..

For Zhixin Tan who birth on month September below are What Your Birth Month Says About You :
* Suave and compromising
* Careful, cautious and organised
* Likes to point out people´s mistakes
* Likes to criticize
* Quiet but able to talk well
* Calm and cool
* Kind and sympathetic
* Concerned and detailed
* Trustworthy, loyal and honest
* Does work well
* Sensitive
* Thinking
* Good memory
* Clever and knowledgeable
* Loves to look for information
* Must control oneself when criticising
* Able to motivate oneself
* Understanding
* Secretive
* Loves sports, leisure and travelling
* Hardly shows emotions
* Tends to bottle up feelings
* Choosy especially in relationships
* Loves wide things
* Systematic

Met MM yesterday, was rather fine. I will do my best. And finally i can show those people who had say i cannot lead, my voice, my gut, my everything. I am not being proud, but a sense of happiness

2009-07-16T20:39:00.005+08:00

OMG people, this is the dont know how many time i am going to say this, "I seriously hate sec 3 life!" Can i go back to sec 2. You can act cute or act mature as much as you like. Now i cannot act cute, must be mature, although i dont want. I still like the day when anything went wrong, blame the sec 1. Any blame, seniors get. Wohoo,

Next week, cca resume. I am sad, yes i am. But i miss my boyfriend. Forget to bring him home that day, i miss him la. Dont ask us at what stage lerhs. We kiss almost everyday, last time. And i touch his body everyday also, last time. Break up with him because of h1n1. We are going to patch soon, ad resume our kissing. Please wish happy with your full heart.

I bought a new keyboard from cash converter. Is not second hand okay, is new in packet. Is damm small and cute las, like half the size of normal keyboard. And i have a hard time typing. I paste crystal on it, to make it easier to type, LOL right? I will show everyone the picture if i am free. HOHOHO, And i swear i will never go cash converter anymore, i have terrible phobia of that place. One crazy, really freak fellow followed two of us. Super scary las. Give me flying kiss and blink eye some more. Do i look like a prostitute or what? Puke mans. Potential ji kou pei! So scary, heart pounding hard mans. Lucky i am smart, i know how to hide. WOHOOO. This shows that when you going to a ulu ulu place, please have a guy or gay also can to follow. This is what we did, we have the second choice to follow us after that. Went to try maple and dota, quite fun uhs. But i am stupid, they say i need one day to learn how to move the character in maple and one year to learn how to play dota. LOL. I want to pay fees, but no one wants to teach me :(

Oh yea, councillor investiture is not postpone. YAY!

Vietman trip exhibition is cancel. I DONT WANT. I really miss 2E4, i miss last year these day. So much fun. Haishyosh!

I wish to believe you, but i also want to believe he/her. He/She may look evil sometime, but he/she is my friend. Although i still rant about he/her sometime. But he/her used to stand by me last time. - This sentence is meant for alot of people. Dont think too much

2009-07-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

I am damm pek chek now.
I can not think of story for my Sri Lanka essay.
I wish to have field trip to Sri Lanka so i can think of my story.
I bought a pink slipper and i love it
I am going to blink my slipper also.
I am crazy.
I want to bath
I shall post in this manner next time.
I going start every sentence with I from now.
I love you, you love me, we are from ltte family.
I still hate h1n1!

2009-07-12T00:04:00.003+08:00

I need sleep, my pimple is popping out!
I love to crystallize (however you spell it) things.
I just ate tom yam soup, and it is still burning my tongue.
I have body ache, because i played badminton with tw.
I regret not joining badminton.
I have a weird mummy, she said "Boys are getting more handsome nowadays; i regret to be born so early."
I hate h1n1 seriously.
I am trying to be random now, pardon me. Bye

2009-07-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

HEHE, i am bad. I print screen these photo from chongboon website. I really miss this days..

2009-07-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

if you cannot understand, so be it..

Jus finish my homework, his few days really were fabulous for me. I ge o o whaever hing i love o do afer school. Someone od me, maybe his should be your way of living from he sar.

his few days, we don have assembly, his is noe grea. i love o have assembly. Oh well, i hae h1n1 o he max someime. I repea someine!

H1N1
his is a supid virus which is easily cured, hardly deah. Bu ye, spreading like no one business.

his wo week i have no CCA. Yea, no band, means no cleaning of rubbish, no lae coming, no major skil es. his is he only ime i hink his virus helped me.

his virus also make my ime consuming, brain cell consuming planning of councillor invesiure o pospone, i know his may be a laughing sock of someone. Bu i hink his is really inconsiderae of you. Sop laughing okeas! I am angry. Les really pray hard your cca so called invesiure really successful.

Someone ask me a quesion, during recess duy. his quesion really make me hink hard, i am hinking if really i have he righ o have his felling. Mind you his is before i knew invesiure is pospone. So is nohing o do wih ha.

Someone," Blabla his year very lae yea?"
I, "his is no my problem, none of my business."
Someone,"Are you angry?"
I, "do i look like?"
Someone, "Yes."

his is really crap, i am pracising my dialouge. LOL

Chinese eacher o us ha every sory have a moral. My moral of his pos is, ren shuan bu ru ian shuan. (lierally ranslae, human coun why no le god coun)

Edit,
I suddenly remember, this type of typing way some people might say i am trying to act cute. But ya,
Firstly is a way to reduce the number of people reading, because people may find it irritating and close this post.
Secondly, in fact a key of this laptop fall off because of my itching hand. And ya, i am sill trying to find excuses to flood the owner.

2009-07-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

Finally..

Wolalas, hellos people.

Finally, i have a compuer laying on my desk for me to type, no need to go people house to borrow already. Goodbye my lang bei life.

Finally, theres kind soul out here who lend me laptop. "You have uncountable number of laptop why not lend me one". HOHO, there is how the lapop landed on my hand.

Finally GGS is over. Mummy says GGS just over the lapop sure those lousy one, so we shall wait.. I bet the next time we go, she will say GGS coming, lets wait till then. Lets see, when is the next time, im going to say FINALLY i get my own laptop.

Finally, i am done with the certificate and invitation card for councillor investiure. I really love this job, make me look so usefull. NO LINK

Finally, ... well i go nothing else to say.

Finally...

fi⋅nal⋅ly

[fahyn-l-ee] Show IPA

Use finally in a Sentence

–adverb

1.	at the final point or moment; in the end.

2.	in a final manner; conclusively or decisively.

3.	at last; eventually; after considerable delay: After three tries, he finally passed his driving test.

2009-06-19T13:15:00.002+08:00

I find myself more and more 狼狈。Going whoever house to use computer. YES, my comp is spoil. And YES i am very sad. Wolala.

My computer name call ahbee always give me problem. I'd spend so much money on her leyys. But still, her time is up, is time for her to hand over her IC. And cross the whatever brigde to get reborn. I sincerely hope she will go to a better house, with better owner that can take care of her better. GOODBYE MY DARLING.

Basically my life now is, going whoever house to use whichever computer. Lifeless i know. Bye people have to carry on with my proposal.

我没有想得到什么，我只想把我分内的事做好.

2009-06-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

This whole week i realise a lot of thing

First
Everyone is crazy over boys over flower. HOHO, my craziness is over long long already. I am wandering why everyone is crazy over the male leads but not the female lead.

当女人就是那么不好，世界好不公平哦！同样都是人，为什么有不同的待遇。忠实把女人看为弱者。

Yes, i am very angry!

Second
I really never forget what i said. I mean it last time. I don't think there is a need for Wolala. However, without wolala i really have no focus to work on, HOPELESS, POINTLESS, HELPLESS 没有头绪。You know?

作为一领导者，一定就是双头蛇吗？

Third
I really find some people really shameless, love to 出风头。At that point of time, i am laughing seriously.

脸，是人家给的。但是，是自己丢的。

Fourth
i found some people really don't respect my dearest physic teacher. MR YEO! Wolala. I am really angry at that point of time when people say his lesson is useless. Although i agree to a large extend. But no matter what he is a elder, someone whom we need to respect, yeah?

你们想想，要是我们的老师不是他，我们的物理课不是很闷吗？我们不是会少了那份乐趣吗？

Fifth
I realise sometime, I am too boring to be with. I really cannot stand a little joke when in work. Basically i am NOT friendly to people i don't friend (sound so childish yea?) I don't like this attitude of me.

我不会讨人家欢欣吗？对不起，我真的不会讨上司的心。

Sixth
Next monday got meeting again. I really afraid i cannot do a good job. And I need a printer!

你说的那番话，我想了有想。我一定会让你对我的有色眼镜碎掉的!

2009-05-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

Well, end of term 2.
term 2 was so busy.

From band to study to councilor to blaship. Seriously hate sec three life. Let me explain.

Band. SYF really drain me hard. I am now half death. You know the feeling of being extremely busy for nothing and then become super free yet got alot of thing to accomplish.

Like, climbing the hill. On the way up, it so tough. Your friends start to roll down the hill and maybe you have no choice to eat your love one and make them curse you inside your stomarch because there is no food. Or burnt your textbook for fire. But when you reach the submit you see nothing, maybe some sliver building and then climb down. Then when you climb down, suddenly someone from the back give you a kick then you fall on the road, car come, crush you and die. No one notice at all. They went back home and have great party while you lay on the road to let the car continue to drive over your body and decompose. I know it is totally no link. But this is what i really feel.

Band practice start already, the long hike begin again.

Maybe, i am just too tired or i had lost everything in this trail. I scared one day.. i will scared to go band.

Studies, this mid year totally rubbish for me. My position fly away already. Well, i know i have nothing to compete with my classmates. Basically, most of the subject specialists are in my class. But i still think i did not put in my best effort in this mid year. How can i still flunk my A.maths when i receive so much help?

Will get my report book on Monday. Again, maybe i am just too tired.

Councilor, Maybe this is the only time, i felt respected. By the students, by the seniors and councilor mates. I really love doing duty. I know there are always misunderstanding. But this is the only time, i felt my effort is rewarded. I am already satisfied.

I always remember that day, when i make mummy cried. Reason is very simple, I fall sick because of the tough pratice. Ahahas, what else can i say then a sorry?

Can i have a machine, when i talk to it. It will give me reply, yes yea erm oh. I need only this. I cannot rant to human beings, because everyone have their own thought. i know that is not machine like this. Or maybe someone who love me alot, too much that cannot be change. Someone who love me until don't have their own view. Is this possible? Even love can turn into hate.

I hate to hurt people, i dont like people to hate me.

2009-05-22T22:31:00.003+08:00

爱情和友情，你只有一个选择。

HOHOHO,
exam finish already, woho. First time feel so UN-confidence. Well, its over.

I may have alot of friends, but i really miss the day with you, my friend.

2009-05-09T20:11:00.004+08:00

Exam marathon just started, wolala.
Yesterday was english, no confident at all. I wish at least a pass.
Went home straight, change and train down to City Hall. Collect my contact lens.

Have solo shopping there, this is going to be the first and the last. I swear. Walk 20 round inside citylink and raffles city. Didnt go into any shop except seven eleven and guardian.

Loner till 4..30 Train to some faraway mrt station to wait for some shameless to finish tuition, finally got accompany, train back to Hub. Oh ya i hate to train alone too.

Went to eat lunch at breaktalk, yea, basically bread and bubble tea. Popular next HOHO. Bought alot of subject guide by shameless recognisation.

Went playground to swing, Hoho. Must reliese stress you know? Send shameless to bus stop, and wait for mummy. Ate and home. HOHOHO

I miss her. >M<

2009-05-03T13:03:00.007+08:00

Short short post.

Labour day suck, mummy confiscated my phone. Well, she return to me within a day. How can she bear to confiscate my cute pretty nice beautiful phone (sorry, my vocab is limited).

Free tuition on Saturday, wake up in early in a big morning. Carry myself and my legs to library. Manage to find a seat, i love my backbone yosh! My tutor is damm bad, one careless mistake one drumstick. 14 drumstick in total. Aha, i am going to borrow drum stick from bandroom to return him.

LJS make me vomit mans, sushi nicer.

I did a super long quiz, suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper accurate. I pay for it ok, shall post the first fifty first, otherwise toe lengthy.

This quiz is absolutely for you, you will never find any same answer ever. We believe everyone has their own self. This is totally true about yourself; you may not even realize some of it.

Yourself

You love yourself more than anything
you wont change no matter how much you go through
you believe in natural born, so you wont force yourself if you cannot do certain thing
you are selfish
you love to be popular
you will do things behind people back
you do not want to lose to people who you think are stupid
you find everything unfair, although everything is perfect for you in our people eyes
you love to see people lost
you cry easily

Money

you spend as you wish
you matter a lot if people owe you money
you lend people money because you enjoy moment when people repay you
you treat money like your life
you do not wish to be poor
you will rather scarified anything around you for big sum of money
you would rather to live in a wealthy but compatible life than a poor but peaceful life
you are greedy
you are shameless at time for money
you are not born with sliver spoon in your mouth

Physical health and mental health

you do not have healthy body, better do a check up soon
you do not really cherish your body
you are lazy, you do not do exercise
you do not think wise when come to choosing of food
you care a lot of your weight
you feel hurt easily
you think negatively
you always feel no love
you cant be bother with other people crying
you always feel tired physically and mentally

Family

you don’t have a perfect family
you do not want your family to be the way it is now
you do not respect your parents
you do not have a happy family
you love to stay outside till late hour
you do not have a understanding family
you love yourself more rather than your family
you treat your family like friend, have or don’t have is okay
you think that family is not important

Friends

one of your friend are all betrayers and selfish
one of your friend can do anything to win you
one of your friend can be kind and helpful only if there are repay
one of your friend change easily
one of your friend love to flirt
one of your friend love to talk bad about you
one of your friend is not true to you
one of your friend love to get close to popular one and left out you
one of your friend love to get close with senior people to get what they want to win you
most of your friend totally suck

"Do not give yourself false impression" - by great emmanuel ho
"Do not give yourself false impression, give others is ok" - by great del

RIDICULOUS

2009-04-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

Ridiculous, uhs!
ONEly
Some medical report said" Pink colour is not a good colour, will make people feel gloomy. If you are staying in a Pink environment for long hours, you will probably have some mental illness called 心理变态“ - this is totally ridiculous, I am angry :{

Twoly
My house down stair that fruit juice store is closing down, no more avocado milk shake. How can such a nice store close down? Ridiculous.

Threely
Next friday, exam! You should know my exam will score ridiculous result too.

Fourly
My cousins are staying until the day after tomorrow. Because of them, i was late for school today, i woke up at 6.56. Ridiculous nonsense.

Fively
I just realise my cousin-in-law is so bad after hearing his story. I thought he is a super good man because he ride me on his motorbike. And of course he is super shuai. This let me have no confident in marriage mans, this is so ridiculous

Sixly
I fall in love with my niece, she is super cute. This is the reason why i cannot study. She look like a barbie doll. You know? The small small barbie doll. I want a child, can i have a child? I dont need husband, i just want a child. My mummy say i am ridiculous

Sevenly
Well, i got lots more ridiculous things to say. I think readers, you all will definitely know the meaning of RIDICULOUS after reading my post. For any information, please contact me, i will provide you with more example about ridiculous.

2009-04-26T21:53:00.003+08:00

三个女人，一个巴刹
I finally know this meaning.

Well, i cant study for tomorrow test at all. Ahh!
My cousins and mummy chat like no tomorrow.

Yesterday, kelvin's treat. Laugh like no one business. After that follow emman for "gang fight". I am here by announce Emmanuel Ho is my HERO. Laugh out loud.

Cousins and niece stay over at my place, totally ruin my weekend. Sleep on my bed, hug my bear, use my towel, wear my clothes. AHHHHHHH

2009-04-25T10:43:00.003+08:00

My hamster died..

Yesterday was speech day. How i wish i am same as sec 4. -last performance. Can i just let go everything i have now?

Reach school super early. Committee meeting and so. Angie called us to pen down what she say, however i am solving alpha beta on my paper. I know i am wrong. Lalals, i have my own reason. Kindly shut up.

Chat with Grace during the break. Talked almost everything. -From band to class to school to councilor. I am going to love her to the max.

Ate dinner at 9. PO duty make me lost my big chance. Well, ate super expensive porridge, shared the cost so its alright. When i reach home my mummy is asleep. Big Oops.

The day before i went to hospital- my niece got lung infection. I hate hospital. Make me realise i cannot be a nurse neither a mother. Don't bother marrying me, i wont give birth. Laugh, jkjk.

I got lots more to post, but time time time time management,

My rabbit is jealous of my hamster, serve you right.

2009-04-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

My neighbour Kid.
Super cute yeah? I gave her sweet, see i am so generous uhs?

Crazy people on bus, MIND HER, she will chase after you to take photo with her. Poor Sinyee.

Taaahh-dannnn
The Crazy Person

Oh well, come back from camp already. This camp is neutral for me. No comment. I did not kayak, poor me. Stay at the jetty(?) throw stone with HongMing. He is really big stupid. I throw stone he thought people fall into the sea. Really big stupid. They smell yucks and wet after the kayak, maybe I'm lucky? HOHO.

The stupid hike(s) really make my whole body ache more, however i see the spirit that i thought this class would never have, unlike 2E4. I think twice after the hike, if this camp is 2E4 camp, isn't it better? With my beloved whoever, isn't going to be better?

This camp really tough for me. Stomachache, hand cramp, leg cramp, super big ulcer and headache all way through the camp. Blame Mr loh, Napfa make my whole body ache like hell plus other factor, make my days in camp really miserable. UHS!

Oh yea, napfa. Didn't pass anyway. I dont care. Wolalas

Now i could only see your back view, unlike that time sitting together watching not the movie but your side view. imissesyou, iwantyouback sincerely

2009-04-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

Well, i just could not get over my craziness about my giant hello kitty toothpaste. I am going to hug it to sleep yo.

I am going to blog this. My mummy is crazy about campus superstar. She is screaming from head to top. From the replay one to the actual one. This is so funny, i laugh hard hard :D She is somehow crazy of feilunhai, she love yenyalun. Oh well, whatever. Guess what she say when i told her that there is one self-recognise yenyalun sitting beside me in class. Wohaha.

Oh well again, last friday was craziest day for project i have ever. Laughing from head to toe, from the rehearsal to the actual. Ahila is so damm funny, i love her yo Wakak.

Saturday shopping trip with mummy is super nice mans, i love MUMMY YO. I love kovan western food, super nice. Kelvin and marcus, you'll can consider my recommendation, Pardon my English AA fever.

Haat! am super duper high now. And i so going to mug from tomorrow onwards. No more movie no more daiso, exam come first! WOOOhAAA. People i want to study! If you happen to drop by, remember to call me to study, only if you have a proper table and chair uhs. I love my backbones uhs.

OH well oh, i am in my craziest mood now, because of my English AA. I am going to turn crazy real soon. And i am going to find tingwei and jason to treat my mental illness and ruilin to prescribe mental sicko medicine for me. English AA fever. Uhs fever :(

Tomorrow NAPFA, i planned to fail it. I am going to break my leg or so whatever. And find sinyee and triston to treat me, English AA fever again.

OH well oh well, finally get what delvin means by giving me the giraffe-zebra alike toy. After chatting with sinyee during ss. Thanks again, i am going to treasure well.

This is a long post because i am super high.

Turning emo in three second
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blink :|

i hate you. After days i realise, I miss you

2009-04-09T21:13:00.003+08:00

My feeling is like shit now.
I have nothing to say about syf. I am a total failure in everything. I want to cry but no tears come out, maybe its too much for me.

I"m hurt, once again. Last time was weeks, now is months. Why did i fall again? I swear, no more. 是我想太多，~~你总这样说~~。

2009-04-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

Wolala,
Syf tomorrow, and getting my long waited pink bag. Yesh yesh yesh.
wolala

2009-04-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

This cant be April fool

Freaking restless now, and i have lots of assignment to finish. Today, in class is totally restless, wanted to close my eye and travel to dreamland, enjoy his hug and never come back. See, I'm dreaming again.

Omg, night practice again. Night practice is harder than NAPFA 2.4km run. This is what i can say.

One week later, would i be crying or laughing? I don't really mind what medal we get, is just that.. I wish my hard work (doubt) would really paid off.

"Play louder", "clip up your hair", "Zhixin, your feelers*", "Your A is still very flat", "straight air" - I'm tired!

我不要变成他们要我们
变成的那种人 - I don't want to be what they want me to be

2009-03-29T20:45:00.003+08:00

Yea, just finish English blog. Wolala. Read some preview, i think its really stupid.

When I am young, I enjoyed playing with my toy sets. Especially, the medical toy sets. I would spend hours sitting there “operating” my fellow patients. Sometime, I even “operated” my pets. I made my rabbit laid flat on a homemade stretch; take out my operation knife to cast a deep wound on it. Don’t worry; my rabbit is still happily alive J

Moreover, I get some stripe of cloth and safety pin. I force my pathetic hamsters to be my genie pig. After I bandage my patient, I would carefully lift up them, and place them in homemade wards. Then I will place name card written with their name, birth date, NRIC and some specific precaution at the side of the bed...

Well, my grammar sucks, i know. Kindly shut ups. Bother to continue the silly text. Read on at www.b0os-w0os.blogspot.com

2009-03-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

退一步，海阔天空退两步，看见彩虹退三步，掉进垄沟(c)
I am having fever, Grace too. Wohooo. We play the same score, we share the same fate. I love staying at home, really cool. Manage to save back few "long lost friends" while chatting on msn. Well, is not exactly long lost, but just because of erm ya you know.

I start to love lesson (it's a bit too late, i know). Last Wednesday, i did command. Yea, i start to love command. Then band perform. Yea thats all. Last Wednesday was wonderful :)

2009-03-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

2009-03-15T23:45:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY YO PEOPLE
while, no holiday for me. Everyday have band, yes! EVERYDAY.

DELVIN TEH WEIJIAN, A BIG GOODBYE
Seven years later, let's see if our chemical still work..
For friendship uhs, what's in your mind? Haishyosh.

Yesterday, HOHO
Went daiso again yea, last week too. My target is to shop all daiso chains in singapore, Hopefully all chain in japan too, if airplane ticket is free. Went to take mrt with mummy, i drop at sambawang while she carry on her journey to a faraway land called yew tee. Muawahahs. Saw huimin at the station. HOHO.

Ate kfc again yea, last week too. My target is to eat all kfc meal in the restaurants, Hopefully all fast food meal, if i wont get fat. Carry on with my daiso trip, was rather crazy. Saw a person there, shall confirm tomorrow. HOHO. I can get quite pajiao sometime. Mummy suddenly appear there, should not tell her i am at capital mall, no freedom at all. Haishyosh.

2009-03-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO(!)

This phone really rock my ass off. LG viewty.

I pay zero dollar for this phone.

Del paid for it, my birthday present for the next seven years.

Trade in my extreme old phone, for 100. and the rest del paid.

so it 128 minus 100 equal 28dollars

28 dollars divide 7 years equal 4 dollars per year.

This is cheap yeah? You are lucky i didnt choose LG prada. WOWO

Anyway, seven years later. This phone sure will be in one of the ecomoto takeback bin or something like that.

Meet up with del, go amk hub.

When we going up the escalator, it sudden stop. Yea, i fall backwards. But i have a strong(?) arm and muscular(?) guy beside me. So i didnt roll down the escalator. When we reach the top, i saw a pair of little shoe stuck in the escalator and a little girl standing beside it with no shoe, really freak me out. Waited for mummy and her colleagues at Hello shop. Omg, aunt's Shirleen children really make my life shorten by 10 years. He can popped out from the counter or sit at my feet without any notice and scared me. Once again freak me out. Del left after that, he freak out too. Ate dinner at the food court. With three auntie, I dont have other choice. The kids are throwing carrot around when their mother left to buy food. Ahh, and one piece of carrot actually landed on my phone. WoohOO, i scolded them.

Councillor method: Stop talking, if not you go in front, and stand on the stage.

Real life method: Stop playing, if not you go out, and stand outside the food court.

They were blur-ed, and i blasted into laughter after that.

This method is efficient, they shut up after that. HOHO

2009-02-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

Having sectional tomorrow, this is funny, I'd played my clarinet for seven days. I think i goona fail my 3 tests next week. I have no time to study, no time to write notes at all. I will go airport to study after my SYF, i swear!

Went shopping with kt and addison at ntuc. Totally craziness, helped Addison reply his whoever. Oh my god, i just realise if i were a guy, I'm going to attract many girls with my jio-ing style. If i were a flirty guy, i think I'm going to have many stead already. Totally win Addison's sucky style. Of course this will works only if i were born with whoever looks.

I'm really afraid, i think i am stuck with your words, really. I knew you were joking, but why this joke stay with me. You make my imagination run wild. People please mean what you say and state when you are joking. This really troublesome sometime.

2009-02-24T21:27:00.001+08:00

Watch [My 10 promises to my dog] vcd with del last Sunday. Damm it, i cried again with muclear and tears all over my face, this is the last image for del, total disgrace man. I realize i did not treat my rabbit well. I just dam her in the toilet, close the gate and says byebye. Just exactly like the owner in the movie. I am a bad owner. Slap myself

The following is the promises the owner gave her dog when its young. This also can mean for human. How i wish people around me can make this promise with me, treat me like a dog or so whatever, at least i feel secure with promise made by my love ones.
1. Give me time to understand what you want of me.
2. Place your trust in me. It's crucial to my well-being.
3. Be aware that however you treat me I'll never forget it.
4. Before you scold me for being lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me.
5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when it's speaking to me.
6. Remember before you hit me, I have teeth that could hurt you, but that I choose not to hurt you.
7. Take care of me when I get old.
8. You have your work, your entertainment, and your friends. I have only you.
9. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful for me.
10.Go with me on difficult journeys. Everything is easier for me if you are there. Remember I love you...

People, can you make these promises with me? Maybe i had turned into a despo, i really need to be recognise by people...

2009-02-21T21:46:00.007+08:00

This photo really worth a click :)

Had my geography trip last Tuesday. Walk all over southern ridges, from Kent Ridge(Pasir Panjang) to Mount farber(Harbofront), 7km in total. Really tough but worth it, i wish i could go again with 3e2. Suggest cross country to be held there. I have no regret choosing Geography, Geography might seems to be boring and easy for you(s), but is my choice. I really love it. Do not insult me neither the subject.

Lesson is so boring, Language maths language science. SAME(!) Sometime classmates small behavior really lighten my day, but some spoiler reaction really piss me off.

Have tuition with Del this afternoon, he thought me amaths. Really a big thanks. He leaving for Australia next month, will see him in seven years time. Goodbye. He thought me alot of sense,

i cried

Conflict is going on everywhere around me, i always tell myself 习惯就好. This four words really helps me a lot. I take councillor duty lightly, if i put in effort i know i will get hurt. Councillor meeting last Thursday.. Everyone was asked to voice out, i kept my silents to the last. I was just sitting there listening. Others might thought i treat things too easy, but all your words get into me. I know my words cannot solve everything. Ms Chin wants to see change. To me, i dont think councillors can do must, everything starts from the school, the students. As so, how must things we say, or how much idea we thought off cannot help.

I want to put in little effort in to councillor board too, i also wish to do things. However many people and things are blocking me to put in even little effort. You may say this is the challenge to be a councillor. Really? I doubt so.. 习惯就好吧.

The best thing in this world is to be in band, but things start to break down. Everyone says SYF is only a medal, important thing is the process. What the hell is this? Everyone wants to get the best. If SYF is only medal, you guys will not push us this hard. This competition is not only a process, is also a medal, a face.. a way to get recognise by others. No one will be borther with me, i am just a small character in band, in councillor..

Last year this month,

"so l0nely l0rs

every0ne g0t ahemm t0 be with ..."

I am not lonely anymore, i have many things to accomplish.

Spot any error? Please kindly shut up.

2009-02-15T19:50:00.006+08:00

"Siaozharbor had successfully hunt 8 single to celebrate valentine with her at kbox - G, Vg, Kt, A, Zj, R, Ct & J. This 8 people can claim a kiss from her and turn into a siao frog ~~prince-ss~~. Big thanks to this people >M<"

Cross country last Friday, meet kt, l, d early. Helped lena put contact. LMAO, cabbed down after that. Super urber hot and suffocating mans. Damm it. I should let myself die of thirst, should not drink lena chua's poison. Anw a thanks uhs, big hug :D Walk with sandy all the way, slacker, i know! My whole mind was into the Milo after the "walk". Saw ms chin, lena very fake. Left NYP with D, Kt, R, Ct, L, Jl who, laugh/talk/walk all the way back to central. Leg pain mans.

Band exchange with Marist Stella the next day, sneezing and coughing. So xiasuay, they meant to be guest, and yet hunting tissue for me. Kbox after that, till idk what time, super fun. But my voice super sucky, LENA!

2009-02-07T15:33:00.005+08:00

"People on the earth please be careful, valentines' day is coming, this siao zhar bor here is going to hunt for people to celebrate with her, since she is one hundred percent free from relationship..."

This is cute yea? Quote from this website called http://www.siaozharbor.com/, do visit.

Today band was great, joey bitten by a stray dog while we waiting outside school, get well soon. I got bitten by dog before, i pity her :(
Band end early early, went mac, and hub after that. Walk around aimlessly, turn crazy in central mac, wait for those ******boys to leave the computer, finally a big loud "excuse me" by Grace chase them away. *Evil. Collect my lens, and home. Finally can see the world clearly without my spect :)

add-ons
ohya i just remember i go AMK hub, is for Grace's alan. Alan is a BIG shuai ge mans. He have blabla hair, blabla face blabla leg blabla eye. Wosh, somemore from basketball. OMG! Grace, you are so fourtunate XD

2009-02-01T21:41:00.004+08:00

SAY NO TO GAMBLE PEOPLE!

Saturday and today memorable , iloveit!

kbox with kt zj c and r

i sang my heart lung liver kidney out.

THEN

Movie with them, (Ink heart)

Nice, we take a long time to leave the theatre, until the cleaner come in.

THEN

"celebrate" cny with kt kh j k jl r zw in A's house.

i lost 8 dollars. Shit mans

A's piglet have no nose!

THEN

Cabbed home. My day is filled!

THEN

Sleep and wake up.

THEN

"Celebrate" cny again with qz a and d

THEN

Found out a shocking news, this news shows how 'ANGMOKIO' is connected, really shock my liver lung and heart out.

THEN

watch Chingay and home. My day is filled once again.

2009-01-26T15:23:00.002+08:00

Happy chinese new year people !
I'm freaking restless now, just wake up from my nap.

Woohos, my cousin-in-law was once a clarinettist, she said her clarinet section had 16 people, so cool. How am i suppose to tell her my section only have 6 when sec 4 leave. Ahhh!

My cousin and her was from the same band, My cousin played saxophone, both in woodwind. my cousin say people who played saxophone are nice people, i tell him about **b****. Hahaha, he apologizes. Is this a miracle uhs? Their puppy love from secondary school can become true love when they grow up.

Her son, my newphew is cute, peak at me when i'm in toilet. Phew, i'm putting my lens only. I'm aunt now, mummy call me them hongbao, siao uhs? I'm not old ok! I gave them sweets instead, they are super cute can. Love them to the max. Regret not taking photo with them.

2009-01-25T15:17:00.003+08:00

hello, Earthlings.
Some people are hopeless, and make me depress like hell. Huxi! Tuqi!
Arr,
School life start to settle down,
Everyday seems to be the same.
Morning duty is great love by me.
Emaths make me crazy like no one business.
Amths is better, i can do all the steps, just that the answer is different ==, but still i'm happy.
Chemisty is alright till this moment.
Physic make me have wrinkle. Now wonder Mr Y** suffer from hairlost.
I miss 2E4,
i promise i will control,

2009-01-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

1. What is your full name?Tan zhixin
2. Do you like your name?Yea
3. How long have you liked the person you currently like?I dont like anyone
4. Have you kissed anyone before?Yeah, my clarinet
5. Did you cry today?Nope
6. What were you doing at 8a.m. this morning?Sleeping
7. What were you doing an hour ago?MSN-ing
8. What are you currently doing now?Homework
9. Who last texted you a message?My rabbit
10. Have you told anyone I love you today?Rabbit
11. Are you missing anyone now?NO, NOone
12. Any plans for tomorrow?Pon band , my ulcer hurt
13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?I dont cry since last year september. new year new start.
14. Anyone you wanna be with right now?I want to be with mdm chan, to know next week emaths test question.
15. Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an "s"?Yea,
16. Name someone who made you smile today and why. I dont smile at home, smile make me have more wrinkle.
17. Name someone whose name starts with a "z". Me
18. Which friend of yours stays near you?My rabbit stay in my house
19. Do you prefer to call or text?None
20. Do you prefer today or yesterday?Tomorrow
21. Can you live a day without handphone or television?Hope so
22. Are you mad at anything now?yea, my rabbit bite my hamster
23. Do you think relationships are worth it?Relationship is worthless
24. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?Hmms, Dentist, laugh
25. Who was your last and second last hug from?My rabbit and My hamster
26. What does the last message in your handphone say? Good night, tbc
28. Do you hate anyone?My rabbit for biting my hamster
29. Who was the last person you called?Pizzahut delivery
30. Who usually sends the most text messages in a month?idk

2009-01-13T22:57:00.003+08:00

As Reuben said my English had become worst, i shall post in proper English.

I'm happy just now but hot right now.

This was totally crap, I'm writing shit in my foolscap paper which has to be handed up tomorrow. I'm really f-up with sec 3 life. Everything is stressing me up. Every moment when i think of my Amaths homework, i wish the world could just end tomorrow. How am i supposed to get A2, which my expected grade say so.

SFY at the later time also make me wish that vampire could appear suck my blood and let me die. I really doubt sometime, can i really make it?

Lets not talk about unhappy things. YEA, i finally learnt how to light up a matchstick during my chemistry SPA. And I'm really happy to be with kengteng and Reuben, they make me laugh like a crazy in the public, despite the heavy responsible of being a councillor of the school.

2009-01-10T22:35:00.004+08:00

Random stuff and Random people are driving me crazy.

Amaths sucks, anyone willing to get me tuition? A plate of sushi for an hour. And my last word , I LOVE ~~non-~~ BAND DAYS !

2009-01-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hve dinner with Qizhi and Aloy . $70 crap

First day of twozerozeronine , twozerozeroeight was so short , shorter than twozerozeroseven . NoNo , i dont want school to start , i dont want to meet anyone . Grant my wish people , by not coming school tomorrow .

2008-12-31T21:05:00.004+08:00

spongebox love

Ahhh , 2008 gonna end lerhs ,
nono D:
I don't want holiday to end , holiday was so fun . No , i hate 2009 - SYF , pure science .. Ahhh, no way. My friendship , relationship , studies , kinship , whatever anything will have to restart in the new year . 2008 万岁！2009 我恨你！

Alright, back to post.
Orientation camp'08 was wonderful, GREEN house rock . GREEN house got hold of the first and second place , YAHooo~

~~你最近还好吗？我一点都不好。~~

2008-12-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

I'm back from my faraway land ; Indonesia . Haishoyosh , attended funeral . My cousin-in-law got killed by a fcuking Malay drug+beer addict ! Ahh , he is a big big idiot , throw you into the sea uhs !*

On 23 December ,

When I'm happily attending philyouth concert , laughing at Addison's waiter clothes . The fcuking addict sneak into my cousin shop , put a knife on cousin-in-law neck , forced her to bring him to second floor to take her money . She knew that if he really did went up stair , her husband and son will get killed too , she is brave enough to use her life as bet , to fight with that bastard . She got a deep slash right on her neck , she continue to fight . She hold on the knife and use her full force to break that knife into two . At this time a little boy went into her shop to buy sweets, that bastard run away . I pity that little boy .

Then she died on the ambulance , leaving her husband and a 4 years old son . Wth

Her son is not in the picture to protect his privacy .

Wake up early on Wednesday , ahh , my Christmas .

Went down to Singapore cruise centre , took a ship-alike vehicle to Indonesia island , Balai . Reach there at afternoon , OMG , people there are scary , keep asking people to sit their cab . They keep asking 'how much , how much' wth like calling geyland women . Laugh . People keep staring at me like some freako at exhibition .

Went to my aunt's house, Omg their place is like shit mans ! So dirty , i cant imagine myself staying there for a night , cant stand or sit still . Aunt say they are too busy because of business to clean their house . WTH !

Walk down to the funeral place , first time attending funeral , woos . Went to the coffin to take a look , heart POP POP POP , OMG so many cut on her face . I cant denied it is really very damm scary :( then help them to burn paper .

Off to shopping ! , things there are very cheap . The road there remind me of Vietnam , motorbike like no one business . But worst here , they are all speeding despite the heavy traffic .

At night , 'suppose' to sleepover at aunt's house but didn't , i rather stay over at the funeral side than sleeping at her house , OMG .

Ah peh there keep smoking like no tomorrow , i can't tahan , ask cousin to give me a ride near the neighbourhood , woost , first time riding on motorbike .

Next day , GO HOME ! Can't bear to stay any longer . Took the ship-alike vehicle back to Singapore . I just realise Singapore skyline is so nice ,

2008-12-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

More than a hundred people have been trapped on the world's tallest Ferris wheel in Singapore on 23 November 2008. Tuesday .

Laugh ,
Yesterday was philyouth concert at Victoria concert hall, I remember when we about to leave , i asked clique if they want to take a ride at Singapore Flyer. Obviously, that was a joke. But who know , at this time Singapore Flyer had just shut down . I found this coincidental , so i post this . I'm trying to be lame , pardon me uhs . Just woke up from my deep sleep . Ahahas

Yeah , tomorrow I'm going to a faraway land. My cousin-in-law-law-law got robbed and murdered so i'm going for her funeral. Well, I'm going to hunt for black clothes. 蒋晓花：“小黑，小白你们都给我出来啊！”

2008-12-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name, I didn't know how to behave. What to say or do. I was so confused.

I wanna talk to him again, but whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend, but I already see, the way he feels for me.

Sound familar ? I'm laughing now . Muawahahas :DD

2008-12-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

Yeps , I'm back from my deep sleep .
I was too tired so i didn't bother to go sec 1 registration today .
Nevermind , I'm going to orientation camp that's is enough for me .

Last night was tampines band festival concert , it rock mans .
I love the few days at tpjc , i miss it mans ,
I miss the 59 extremely long bus ride , the cheap lunch , the high school musical alike cafe table . Totally miss !* Alright I'm going back to my deep sleep , to recharge my energy to go out tomorrow .

I'd change my tittle and song , STRICTLY NO COMMENT UHS !

WW !

2008-12-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

Hellos , i'm broke .
Everyday Burger King , Long Join and Sushi make me broke like no one business .

I tell you'll a secret , i fall in love with ww .
I love wwt more than my classt , WW rocks .
Don't spread uhs :)
我为WW疯狂!
Awaiting 221208 {3

2008-12-10T22:59:00.001+08:00

Went novena , Make www tee
I love www tee ,
pink in colour , love its ass off mans !

Ate sushi and home ,
ohyea , My pink spect rock too .

2008-12-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeee , i'm soooo happy .
laugh laugh laugh

i went out with my boyfriend shirt today ,
we went IMM , laugh .

i dream again , xxx and me is in the same class , we were in the science lab .
Funny , i see Jinlong and mr siva in my dream too , laugh .

Addison has both kuku and nehneh , omg freako mans !

imy , ily , iny
I MISS JIEJIE , I LOVE FACEBOOK , I NEED SLEEP

2008-12-06T20:56:00.003+08:00

I'm officially granted with freedom , I'd quit my job because i had earn enough, i'm jobless now .
But I'll go home straight after band , as every trip home is a hope for me , hoping that "he" will stop the car and drive me home , I'm dreaming i know , as the people whom i know are all under age to hold a license , but who knows , maybe someday miracle will happen like he break the law or what..

Pardon me , i just woke up from my deep sleep .

My dream can be more weird ,
i dreamt that xxx is with me during the whole hongkong trip; weird yeah ?
At Disneyland we both ps our clique and meet at space station , we had the whole train on our own despite the long queue . Xxx wasn't screaming but i scream like the whole station is mine . We went to print the photo we took . After that xxx bought a stitch slipper for me because court shoe was making my feet hurt . Then we both buy a jacket , i bought a stitch one , he bought a mickey one . And we saw tpjc people , they was making fun of us .

OHMYGOD , i can't believe my dream can be that weird. XXX shall not be review . If not you guys * will not be able to eat your dinner ..

i just painted my nails , as I'm not going band until Thursday .
ohyea , class outing this Monday .
And class tee is out , orange in colour . Mummy say orange will make me look fatter . OUCh , it's hurt my feeling uhs !*

* I shall change my sentence as Mr addison Ho will mistaken it to be a whole class handsome guy , believe me its not .

2008-11-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

Aloha ,

Another drunk Indian guy came to my stall yesterday ,

He can't stand properly , shake here move there .

He was holding two bottle of beer too ,

Alright , can't denied I'm scared , i scared he will fall down again .

i cover my ear , and told auntie I'm scared .

It seems like he know what I'm saying , and start to yell at me .

" You think what , only Indian will fall , Chinese won't uhs ! "

He start to move closer and closer , hees

I'm smart . i hold on to the copper , he run away . Weeeeeee

Drama uhs ?

Yeah ! :x

My best condition face is gone .

Talk to Addison last night , till late late .

Morning wake up at one ,

i want my beauty sleep ! :C

Nice to talk to him uhs , he damm bhb .

Say CT not shuai , oh well whatever .

LOL , i love to talk to him , will miss you next year !*

He told me something uhssssssssssssss !*

Don't think i don't know what you said , that was totally rubbish ,

Yaya , you tot it will never come true ,

if only one day it does ..

i'll make you drop your pants (!)

2008-11-28T17:31:00.004+08:00

hellllllllllos ,
I'm very happy nows !
i just wake up , yuuuhooooooooooo !*
Alright the pass five days , i've been sleeping oh sleeping ,
sleeping help clear eye bags , pimple , blackhead or whatever .
My face is in the best condition i ever have .
i love Sleeping !

Suppose to meet ups today , but sleeping took all my wants aways .
weeeeeeeee .
Everyone , let's sleep !

Yeah , lets back to post .
Yesterday one tragic car accident happen near my working place ,
One of my customer said the victims eye drop out , scream !*
Then , one hour later .
A drunk Indian guy , fell down right in front of my stall , right in front of my eye .
I scream my lung out , although no one claim to hear my scream .
The broken glass bottles cut his hand , blood drip like no one business .

I'm going to eat my dinner , no more description uhs :x

2008-11-24T16:45:00.004+08:00

ahhellos , i'm back .
i love HongKong , for the godness sick . OMG (!)
HongKong is the best shopping trip i ever have.

TPJC seniors are great, I love them. Issabella, elizabeth, bendicx and Jonatha <3 They are great love by clarinet scetion. Jonatha make me laugh every band practice with his terrible singing . Laugh* Can't take picture because of that pig trotters ! Uhs ,

First day, fully sight seeing. We went up to the victoria peak, the trams is cute. Then off to shopping ! Bought , ( hello kitty cup noodle , planner , story claender , and sweets ) The food is nice . Lena chua ate alot uhs . 10 blows of rice , laugh!

Second day, we went to SIS, OMgg i can see PTS from there . Lena and me screamms ! Then we had macdonald for lunch then we arrive at a HongKong school , Guys there are super cute yeah ! In between of lesson can walk to the door to say hi , laugh !* Did exchange , its suck . And we off to ladies market . Poor guys :) I bought , ( shoes clothers neckbra pouch cap stich jacket & SPONGEBOX bag <3 ) Dinner ! Uhs sad , can't sit with clarinet section , teacher appoint our seat . Sit with (g s y p m and all the teachers ) . Our table is damm quiet uhs ! Boring ,

Third day, morning went to a HongKong conductor studio , he suppose to be the best conductor in HongKong . Clarinet section walk down 13 storeys . Lose weight uhs ? Then went to a school , the lunch packet there is nice , we did exhange and stuff. Its suck alright . But after the exchange we run around the school grab anyone pass by to take photo . So great (!) At night , angry !* i open the door total 13 times ! For roomates and teachers , teacher scold us for not sleeping ! ARR !

Four day , xinmin sec band also there too , laugh , saw my primary school friend . He recongnise me first , i forget his name , HEES!* We perform in disneyland, at the main street . After the performance, we went to choing space mountain , three time in total , last time was with TPJC . Shop there too , the things i bought are mostly stich , since there are no hello kitty there . ( Stich towel pen planner chocolate and decorative sticker ) then firework , awesome!* Dinner was the worst of all , the staircase handle rust like wth , can't descride . OMGggg ! YY damm disgusting put the left over together . Arr . we went back to the hotel , Mrs ng call everyone to leave except me , she said our room is super noisy , lala , after the nag i talk to ms tan and mrs ng for quite a moment , i love mrs ng , she can understand me .

Fifth day , breakfast sucks ! the woman is damm disgusting , grace say she dip their hand inside the porridge when she serving us . OMG . Don't even bare to stay any longer . We went to some bay . Saw xinmin sec band there too . Took picture with him . So paiseh leyys . we had our lunch , wtfh damm it disgusting , clement said its burnt rubber , quite true , didn't eat . Last minute shopping , went to factory outlet , bought ( nike bag 8020 wallet for mummy ) Sandy and Grace both have the same bags ! Love + scream !* I want the puma side bag and the nike towel , uhsss , not enough money ! Regret .

Alright , photo here .
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sotongapple/

you can't control anyone feeling, thinking and action.
why not forgive then making a fuss of yourself?

2008-11-16T19:01:00.001+08:00

chalet was FUN !

Aloha
hongkong (!) 19 nov to 23 nov
here i come .
Miss me yeah ?
muacks ! , miss everyone

2008-11-07T12:18:00.003+08:00

Hellos , everyone .
few keypoint ..

my big fatass hamster is back ! , Thanks my neighbour'son . ;
Everyday is still band . =(
Working for my neighbour, noodle stall in teckghee square market , support me yeah ? muacks
coffe ice blend from coffe bean is NICE :)
countdown to chalet ; 2 days :DDDDDD
countdown to HongKong trip ; 12 days xDDDDD

2008-11-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday wai xin yi :)
you did write my name in your blog on my birthday, i shall too =)
aha !

countdown to class chalet = 4 days
countdown to HongKong trip = 15 days

2008-10-31T23:31:00.005+08:00

i love you <3

Suddenly i miss you ,

By now, you may had been eaten up by fat cat or knock down by car.

i miss your big fat ass , your unpleasant smell.

Everyday life is just all band.

Wth, Just because an oversea trip, i had to give up a lot of things.

If only i don't have band, i will had to time to search for my hamster.

Gain or lose ? Idk

count down to class chalet: 9 days :)

count down to HongKong trip: 19 days :)

2008-10-29T23:03:00.004+08:00

HSM3 nice yeah

k ; g ; p ; l ; s ; w ;

LOL

Sorry uhs lenachua D:

And , my hamster is offically granted with FREEDOM .

My neighbour said ;

He had sneak out of my house , and disappear ):

She dumb las ; never help me catch him .

she ass mans !

Rest in peace bahs , its impossible to be alive without me , i know .

I will promise not to over-fed the other hamster .