I’m back from my hectic life, OFF DAY! Actually it’s not, it’s just that there is no more slot for me at the hotel. 

I realize time pass really fast, it has been three months since I have finished the olevel. I read back my post and I realise the blog post about how my life should be after olevel. And I really want to do a consolidation of what I have or have not done. 

Ok let’s start from my hair, my hair is no longer falling and it’s growing healthily. And soon I will do more things to my hair. I want to rebond and colour my hair. I know nowadays people are craze about perming their hair, no one wants to reborn anymore. But I have my own theory why I want to reborn instead.
Ok, next.. I have given all my textbooks and papers away to garang guni for two dollars, soon after the result day. Because I have to confirm that I need not retain.
I’m going to genting instead of Cameron highland, I feel contented enough already. Because I’m going with qizhi! 
 I didn’t really exercise much, or in the other word.. I didn’t fulfill this.
That’s sad, I didn’t go marina barrage still. But at least I went vivo roof top.. to eat. Is that counted?
Saddening, I didn’t meet up with my cruise friends because of work..
I have been shopping every day, since my work place is at orchard. I often spent whatever I earn on the same day. But I do not regret, I know I have spent it at the right place, and collecting different shops membership card has become my hobby. That’s bad, it mean I have to spend more money.
Yes, I’m working! But I mind the amount of money I earned. I have grown up, I know the amount of money really does matter a lot, even for fifty cents.
For now, the sentence change. It’s not longer “after olevel. “ It changed to “when poly starts...“ 
Well, as for the macbook, I have saved up enough for macbook air! So, when poly starts, I will buy it!

Life is more hectic now. I need more chicken essence and prune essence than olevel period. Holding on to two jobs really will kill someone faster than having hand foot mouth lor. I am even more busy than my mama. Everyday wake up earlier than her and go home when she is sleeping. I felt so sorry for mama and ah bee. I once say before "I with accompany both of you when I finish olevel." I didn't.. 

I realise how much the school had taught us, to prepare us for our future work. 

Isnt it contradicting? Everyone wants to finish o level, so they don't need to be tight down by the school rule. However, the work we choose still has the rule that are similar to the school. But, we are willingly to apply to it, weird yea? 

I have no time, I have to work - this is excuses to people who ask me out. I really wish to meet up with certain people. But yea, I have no time, I have to work.. 

I really like my job. So, my ambition is to take up hospitality course and return to Hilton hotel! Having costumers to say thank you to you every night and having handsome guy to take photo with you and asking for your number (let me be proud for once yea) are really the benefits. Of course not to forget the shark's fin soup, scallop, mango pudding every night! 

I learned so many things. So many that cannot be listed. But most importantly I learned how to earned money. Isn't that what's everyone asking for? $.$

Hi, my life is coming to the start. One more week to the reborn! Ok, that's lame.

I realise many people started to think of what they want to do after O level. I am so touch, my words can actually travel so far. Ok, that's lame again. I really hope everyone life will be as wonderful as mine. Wahahaha.

I have started swimming last Saturday. Anyone staying in condo can let me in to your house and swim. The fee to get in to the public pool is so expensive. $1.30! I can buy a cup of bubble tea with that. $1.30, can give you fats also can give you muscle. Ok that's lame.

Oh ya, i went for a job interview for Hello Kitty store. That's my passion, don't say I'm lame! Good bye.

Alright, i should no study today and vomit my thoughts here. Prelim 2 had just over, well well, its totally out of what i expect. I shall spent all my time in Chemistry and Amaths, I see hope in you guys.

Many things happen this month, and the most important one coming is my Birthday! I'm really excited. I'm going to spend with the two most important person in my life on the first of oct. Perhaps somebody who are reading my blog will laugh at me, "What a boring birthday.." Haha, its alright. I am not trying to be sour grape or forcing myself to be optimistic. But i am really happy enough. Thankyou.

Last Saturday, i went to kbox and east coast. I am not trying to bragged here, if i really want to brag, i dont think blogspot will be enough for me. Perhaps you might think that in this post, I am always trying to accommodate people. The reason why i do is because people around me always think that i am too self-centred.They think that i should always think of how others feel. Yes, I'm trying now, but sorry.. only in this post. I still want to live like who i want. You like me you come, don't like me please go. During the long cycling ride, I was enduring with my muscle cramp and looking out for those mischievous kids popping out from nowhere but throughout i was also thinking. Thinking what have i done wrong these days. What have i not been doing for people around me. The answer i get is sadly, I still can't think of any. Haha, i am self-centered right? After so many incident, ok i will be specific, after many friendship problem. I still didn't change. I just want to say i really want to live like who i want. When i was borned(er, i dont know what is the past tense of born), i was not given many things. So i want my future to be in my own hand. For example, many people told me i should study hard and aim for ngee an, but to my own thinking, i want to sleep late till late morning, i just want to get in to nanyang. 

I know what people are talking behind my back, I'm sorry but your group wasn't as popular like how your group think of me. Erm, you know what i mean? Glad if you. I tried my best to explain my part, however i truly think that i had explained to the wrong person. Well, what past has passed. Things are getting worst, those people who i explained to had explain the wrong thing to the others, or perhaps adding the wrong things to explain. I don't blame you. I understand that character of yours which cannot be help, maybe its your past life or something like in-born ability?  But trust me, that ability of yours will not bring you far. Life is fair, you have "that" ability means you will not have another, erm something like being pretty? Being sociable with guys? Note: I didn't state what type of ability i have at all, before. Please don't put words in my mouth anymore.

Friends to me ain't important. But not useless. I always agree with my mama words. Friend always used one another. Of course there are bad and good. If you "used" your friend right. You can be real happy, erm? Like getting to know the hottest gossip? Or give advice on how to get closer to each other crush. If you are using your friend wrongly, "Your friend will criticize your crush, telling you its impossible between you guys?" Or "laugh at each other stupidity". Its obvious that I'm stating the opposite right? We always use each other to be able to live, its call inter-dependent. But please use it carefully and correctly. Hope you know :)

Haha, if anyone of you are reading this post, i don't guarantee that you will understand what I'm saying. Perhaps, you might pick up one or two sentence in the whole post to make it real big, ok i will thank you because you will make my blog to have more readers. Or thinking that how am i suppose to take my English o evel. Since sec 1, i have this problem with my English is the expression. In the outside form, it means that my English is not up to the standard to express my thoughts and feeling. In the inside, it means i have the character of not be able to explain myself properly or up to the standard that people will want to recognize. I can be frank, i want to say sorry to my mama, the number of time i say "mama, i love you" Or "mama, you are the best mama in the world" are less than ten fingers. The number of time i say "I love you, my rabbit" to my rabbit were less than five fingers. So please understand if you are around me. Firstly, my English is not good and secondly, i don't express myself like how people think i will.

After ten years of education, i can be truthful that the number of friends i have in primary school which i still contact is only two. Secondary school? Perhaps one or two again. Friends? HAHAHAHA

I am really contented of how i'm living now, i dont need more accompanion, maybe one or two more will be fine. I can get as much information as i want now, i dont need anyone with "that" ability to be with me at all. Happiness is just all i want.

There's to many insight in my post, i just want to say whatever i want to say. I didn't want to create any topic for those ladies to talk about after their main course. If you know what i mean, thank you. If not, just forget about it. Bye

HEYHEY;

20 more days to my birthday. I dont expect much because its near the olevel :( I just want to spend with my beloved mama. MAMA I LOVE YOU, ok thats lame..

Everyone is saying, after olevel i will do this this this and that that that. So i shall also do up my list of things I want to do after olevel. This is a reminder, not bragging..

1. I want to do something to my hair! The rate of my hair falling is tremendous. I will turn botak before the guys go army if this continue.

2. I want to sell my text book to garang guni. I know this is stupid but true. Paper is talking up a lot of spacessssss and i strongly feel that i should play a part in saving the earth :D

3. I really want to go to cameron highland. I want to hide myself out of the real world and eat strawberry for the whole day.

4. I want to EXERCISE. Yes the word exercise is actually coming out of me, someone who scored the lowest score for NAPFA in my class. Well, the reason is I have grown fat..

5. I want to go Marina Barrage. Sorry i am not there to fly kite or panic. I just want to see the scenery and go to the air-con exhibition room.

6. I want to meet up with cruise friends.

7. I want a shopping trip to BUGIS, FAR EAST, CITY PLAZA. I'm inspired by this video. Erm i recommend all shopper to watch. I don't know its name ps, from clicknetwork..

8.  I want to WORK! I dont mind any difficult job, i just want to work $.$

9. And the list go on.. Everyday this sentence sure will come out from my mouth, "After olevel i will.." Well, its just another 50 plus days. Endure!

10. The last one, I want to save up for a MACBOOK! Its freaking style i swear!

P/s: Im lying on my bed and blog using a macbook. Sorry i have to brag, IT IS A RARE CASE ONLY so please allow me.  BYE :)

Hey, I'm back. I still feel that the small column in facebook cannot accommodate what I really want to say, blog is still the best! And I'm sorry to those who like my status and got spam in the end.

You mouth is big enough to eat the banana side way.

ORH! Haha

Three months not posting here already, it meant to be a post I don't want to show anyone but I didn't want to put private. Contradicting right? This is what happenning in my mind now. I can't get up from my bed, each time I stand still my tears will drop and wet the ground, it's not good, it make the floor slippery for my rabbit, later she will fall down. This is how miserable I'm now, for what? I don't know..

I have lots more to say, but no matter what, this is a BLOG. I won't go round writting some post and scold someone. I also won't write in some private blog, because I know I'm wasting my time, writing something no one will read and sympathy me. I'm a civillians. And before I confront anyone, I'll listen to both side of their story, friends.. sometime cannot be trusted. Pardon me for the last words, YOU BITCH!

"If all this continue, we will flunk our mid year" -without you, I will flunk my mid year too. IMY

After so many year, I have decided to go to science centre one last time before the entrance ticket raise from $13 to $23 for people above 16. So the next time i would go there is when I'm 55 where the entrance fee is freeeeeeeeeee! WOO

After looking at the body world, I just notice that our body can be disgusting like our face. Being a human is not pretty at all. We are make up of spongy, bloody, linearly, curvy thingy in our body. OH YUCK, just like your face with that rolling-y eyes of yours. No! i shouldn't link you and the bodies in the body world. At least those bodies in body world is educational but your body is just pollutant to the nation.

Alright back to topic, I want to thank Entertainer Tay to basically entertain me for the long queue and long taxi ride. And LALALALA LALALALA.

(Edit) At last, to a Girl friend, I won't leave you for other guy before you find a new one. Promise :)

It's time to update!. I'm just being lame, bare with it okay :)

At first we are shy :|

Afterthat we become close, but not very close

Then we become very close

One day, I put her hair :@

Then we fought

She cut my face :(

I am very angry :@

She pleased me to forgive her.

Then we become friends again.

WTH, i am sooooooooooooooooo lame siol!

I AM SO FUNNY

Before reading this post, you might need to increase your air-con temperature and get a jacket.
I find myself very funny this week, as in real humour. And sweetness too.


A: Band march with fan? OMG
Z: No, they march with air-con.

B: What will you do is I(frog) die.
Z: I will cook frog porridge and eat.

C:What will you do if this relationship end?
Z: I will burn money for you, becuase our relationship will end only on the day you die.

D: Are you nervous?
Z: No, i'm just shivering.

E: Die, tml chem spa. You study already?
Z: What to study for chem spa? Just dont off the fan and i will be able to think properly.

F: Are you shivering just now?
Z: Yes, because the poleduem* is too high up and its snowing there.

Funny right? TYVM
*However you spell it.